Showing posts with label tired. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tired. Show all posts

Friday, October 31, 2014

A Day Where I'd Like to Paddle Out and Not Come Back - Ever.

UPDATED November 1, 2014:  The darkness has passed.  Thanks for the words of comfort from readers.

Sadly, the waves are small and the water isn't really cold enough yet, but it's a day that sucks, I'm sick of work and wondering why I bother to go on. I keep reflecting on the fact that I'm way out side the suicide clause in my life insurance policy.  I haven't felt this bad in a long time.