It has been 16 years since I commenced my "coming out journey when I first began to reveal to family and friends that I was gay after many years of internal strife and immeasurable amounts of self-hatred engendered by my Catholic upbringing. Since that time, I typically reflect on the state of my own life and other members of the LGBT community on October 11th, National Coming Out Day. Past illustrative blog posts can be found here and here. For those unfamiliar with the term, National Coming Out Day was first observed in 1988 as a form of activism to fight against homophobia and anti-LGBT discrimination. It can be described as follows according to Wikipedia:
[A]n annual LGBTQ awareness day observed on October 11 and October 12 in some parts of the world. Founded in the United States in 1988, the initial idea was grounded in the feminist and gay liberation spirit of the personal being political, and the emphasis on the most basic form of activism being coming out to family, friends and colleagues, and living life as an openly lesbian or gay person. The foundational belief is that homophobia thrives in an atmosphere of silence and ignorance, and that once people know that they have loved ones who are lesbian or gay, they are far less likely to maintain homophobic or oppressive views.
Some now argue that the observance is no longer needed given the advances in LGBT rights. In fact a thirty something college professor at a liberal university makes such and argument in a column in the Washington Post today. I respectfully beg to differ. Strenuously, despite the seeming good intentions of the author. The reality is that today the LGBT community finds itself under unrelenting attack. Last Friday a law became effective in Mississippi that makes anti-LGBT discrimination legal and gays can be turned away for business, hotels and public accommodations, and, of course fired from their jobs. At the national level, the Trump/Pence regime has declared war on the LGBT community and is both rolling back legal protections and under the ruse of "protecting religious liberty" granting Christian extremists a license to discriminate akin to what is now fully legal under Mississippi's foul law. Here in Virginia, we are faced with a Republican statewide ticket that, if elected, would bring such anti-LGBT discrimination to the fore in Virginia (GOP attorney general candidate John Adams would work to rescind same sex marriage rights).
While LGBT citizens may lead much safer lives in liberal states, large cities and university towns than was the case in 1988, things are still frightening in much of so-called fly over country and even in places like Southwest Virginia.
As one of the linked posts notes, my coming out saga when I came to realize that I just could not continue to
live my life as an actor on a stage if you will, pretending to be something that I was not through no choice of my own. I had to either to do
something about my situation and “come out” or kill myself. I chose the former,
unwittingly almost on National Coming Out Day. Along the way, I did end up having two serious suicide attempts motivated by my desperation to escape some of the bigotry LGBT individuals face, including being fired from my law firm and the ruinous financial nightmare that was triggered.
I survived, but sadly, many LGBT individuals succeed in taking their lives on a near daily basis. Often, they are only in their teens and see suicide is the only way to escape relentless bullying. It
saddens me greatly to know that a number of gay teens will never know the
freedom I have eventually found because they chose to end their lives. They simply saw no other option thanks to the bigotry that still thrives in "red America."
Just as disturbing is the reality that studies indicate that 40% of homeless youth are LGBT, perhaps the majority having been thrown out of their homes by their "god fearing" parents. And yes, LGBT individuals continue to be fired from their jobs due to their sexuality or gender identity - I routinely get calls form those who have been fired. All of this remains perfectly legal in Virginia and 28 other states. Until these situations change and the laws change to provide full equal protection for every LGBT American, National Coming Out Day is still sorely needed.
On a personal note, I am largely at the
place I imagined and envisioned in my mind's eye that I wanted to achieve when I
started my coming out journey. I am married to wonderful guy who truly
loves me, I now work at a law firm where my sexual orientation is not an issue - my burgeoning Hindu client base only care about me taking care of their legal needs and some have LGBT family members - and my husband and I are active activists in the LGBT community (see the photo above). In short, I am "totally out" and no longer feel the need to hide
or apologize to anyone. It can "get better" and through National Coming Day we need to continue to make sure it gets better for every LGBT individual. There is still so much work to be done. There are literally lives to be saved.
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